Dose yourself up.

I ride around with myself.

When you travel alone you allow yourself to speak more.   I let myself trickle about my interior, a moment in the head and a moment in my stomach.   Myself becomes my constant.  I depend upon my natural familiar inconsistencies. I never guess how I am because my ear is to my mouth and I am fed with my-selves information.    I am my own best friend as cliche and romantically lonely that sounds.

I’m questioning whether it is possible for it to become too much of a dependency.  Too dependant on your self that no other voice or offerings can measure up.   I think this does happen and has happened to me in doses.   I take to much of my own drug.  I get hooked and so I immerse myself in the worlds of others to rehabilitate myself.   To build with more wonderful offered materials.   Life isn’t a solo act.   Life does however need you to walk with you, to talk with you, more often than we habitually participate in.

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One thought on “Dose yourself up.”

  1. Balance, it’s always a balance. Good words Kebs, I need a solitary walk, and talk. Love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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